lost between two worlds...
I've often felt divided. Between those I run with, those I hang with, and those I friend with.
They cover a diverse ground, shadows, crooks, and decent folk.
And I often am stuck wondering which I am.
Tonight I went out and met with shadows. For those who lack a b5 perspective, they are all about "what do you want?"
A difficult dilemma laden with drugs, sex, and driven often by desperation for the next good vibe. Among us St the bar was an 18 year old chick who made sure to drive is all wild whilst looking for the best kick tonight.
Had I taken a route of action it would've been dirtier then the random flirtations I did with the St. Pats. Yet I often feel most at home in that shadowy environment much akin to the most drugged out raves I used to regularly partake treading the line of morality.
And then there is the con community. The ideal driven moral yet liberal society I respect most.
Yet oddly I feel as an outsider too just as much as the others.
And there never seems to be an answer.
They cover a diverse ground, shadows, crooks, and decent folk.
And I often am stuck wondering which I am.
Tonight I went out and met with shadows. For those who lack a b5 perspective, they are all about "what do you want?"
A difficult dilemma laden with drugs, sex, and driven often by desperation for the next good vibe. Among us St the bar was an 18 year old chick who made sure to drive is all wild whilst looking for the best kick tonight.
Had I taken a route of action it would've been dirtier then the random flirtations I did with the St. Pats. Yet I often feel most at home in that shadowy environment much akin to the most drugged out raves I used to regularly partake treading the line of morality.
And then there is the con community. The ideal driven moral yet liberal society I respect most.
Yet oddly I feel as an outsider too just as much as the others.
And there never seems to be an answer.