hold time

[recomendedosage]

it's a weird thing to hold no blame. i don't feel angry anymore. i don't feel ashamed of falling asleep like that or waking up like that. i barely feel anything at all except relief. i am relieved that i don't have to hate someone. i am relieved that no one has to hate me. i am closing my eyes to a warm yellow glow of forgetting.

now what else do i want to say... nothing worth typing out