Jan 31, 2008 09:17
Sor-Okto. It seems empty, this may be beneficial to me. Much easier to handle adjusting to this place.
He reminds me of Zabuza-san. I... don't know exactly how to handle this. But I will not allow myself to get close to anyone anymore, not now. They die when they get too close, I will not allow myself to cause another death.
I encouraged him. I told him to do it. I was the one that ran Zabuza-san to his death. No one else. Just myself. But I swear this to myself, I will never allow that again. I will also figure out what exactly happened as the only details I had received was that he was gone. Not who did it. Not who was part of the cause of it.
I... will not hold a grudge. No. I can do no such thing, that is not who I am.
I suppose I'm just disoriented, confused, and just plain... upset.
((Why yes, Haku has not learned how to make things private yet.))