Jul 23, 2006 23:24
worked today, another day, another day.
when i was walking up my steps i saw two cockroaches mating, that was interesting. i didnt crush them, i just let them be, i didnt mean to stop the event, but i wasnt gonna cock-block nature by killing.
the drinking is getting in the way of my thought process now. i a.d.d.ed out of my own conversation when i was talking. i wasnt even interested in the story enough to keep telling it!!!!
im just finding humor in everything, and i also dont care about anything.
i got a phone from an "old friend" tonight which was nice. we stopped talking b/c he started dating a girl that i consider my little sister. i didnt mind that, but she would run to me when things were bad and i would patch the wounds and tell her what needed to be done, and she kept doing that, 7 times upward, and so i shut them both out. him b/c he was hurting one of my friends, and her b/c she wasnt strong to do what needed to be done.
but i liked the conversation tonight. im sure more will occur. we are gonna internet pass music files to each other