Jul 19, 2006 03:02
im only writing in this tonight b/c i got a phone call from you!!!!!! which was completely unexpected and a suprise that made me so excited i dont know what else to say!!!! thank you for calling me. just when i think our relationship is dead, you bring some sunshine.oxoxooxoxoxoxooxooxooxoxoooxooxxoxoxoox's 4 sabrina
i watched "hostage" bruce willis's movie,...i liked it and thought taht it was really good. it made me sad though. and thats why im listeningto radiohead b/c its mellow and good. hten i went to bobs and watched "garden state". finally ive seen that movie. everyone i know talks about it and most ppl have the soundtrack to the movie.
i have been drinking alot lately. ppl i know that have recently met me, say grant when we met you said that you didnt really drink taht much. and i laugh and say i know but its summer time and i dont really have anything to do. plus how my life is, things run in cycles of extremeness and nothingness, so im having a period of alcoholism, not like it doesnt run in my family, but im happy that tonights drunk was a mellow one, ive been searching for a mellow drunk for a while. those are the ones that i myself enjoy, everyone else enjoys the drunks where im "THE HULK", where i black out and dont remember being an ASSHOLE (thats tolerated)..................just being the life of the party, thats who i am.
i really find joy in re-discovering things that make me think of my childhood (paranoid android right now, just to let y ou know), like ramen noodles, peanut butter, the love for JEAN CLAUDE VAN DAMME, and all other martial arts movies that i used to watch when i was little.'
also i like re-discovering words, like "tough" bob revisited that one for me, and today i stummbled upon "lumpy". and it made me laugh b/c discribing something as "lumpy" is not good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, and lumpy is kinda fun to say
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