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i just got done watching an anime (elfien lied). the ending was really sad. it makes me wish i wasnt alone, and had someone you knew cared about you, adn would do anything thing for you. im just in one of those moods where i wish i had someone to hug. that was the "right" person for me whether they are good/bad, just that we fit together

"all the things you are" i really like that song

keith jarrets version of it is my favorite, you should download it.

its just so much easier to be a piece of shit.

i have mosquioto bites all over me. some of the bities have dried blood on them, isnt that sickening. chris left, so now i can quit drinking. it was fun, but man am i fucking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was an asshole to some guy last night. he was trying to correct me on something that i knew to be right, and it was on a subject that i didnt give a shit about, and i told him plainly in response to something he said "i dont care". and left the situation. i hate that i had to be mean like that. but sometimes im not really interested in what some ppl have to say

also i have started biting "ppl". i dont know where or why that is, but i like to do that.??????????????????

i really like the piano still