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my heart just exploded.
all of a sudden i just cant see where my life is going. in six months i will have a piece of paper verifying that i went to school, but it doesn't mean i have learned anything. in six months i will have to start a new life. maybe i will move to rhode island to live with my sister for a while, maybe i'll live at home for another year. i have always wanted to live on my own, but there is no way i'll be able to afford it right away.
i am terrified. but i need so badly to be self reliant and not get lost in dreams of what might be. i need to work harder to be an independent person.
all of a sudden i just cant see where my life is going. in six months i will have a piece of paper verifying that i went to school, but it doesn't mean i have learned anything. in six months i will have to start a new life. maybe i will move to rhode island to live with my sister for a while, maybe i'll live at home for another year. i have always wanted to live on my own, but there is no way i'll be able to afford it right away.
i am terrified. but i need so badly to be self reliant and not get lost in dreams of what might be. i need to work harder to be an independent person.