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I'm thinking about getting my poems together and possibly getting some published.
The first one is new, the rest i found on my old poetry.com
It's a feeling you forgot
Till she walked back into
The door way of your room
That look in her eyes
She used to share with me
She still says she loves me
But you don't know that
It's the hush around here
But when she passes me by
She gives me the feeling
That I forgot about since the last time
She walked in my doorway
"Your eyes(infection)"
My mind was made up
My mouth shut up
If only for a second I could make you believe
I could make you so much happier then he could
If only for a second, I bring you to the conclusion
That he's just a loser, not even worth your tears
I wish I could tell you these words on my mind
But all that comes out when I'm around you
Is some silly one liner that you will never remember
Cuz your worrys give my cuts scrapes on my soul that
turn to infections
You've taken over my mind
And her words have infected my heart and my mind
This pain I feel is real,
It's the sanity heart wrench I can't deal with
And I'm thinking, this infections about to spread
I can't really handle this the pressure is to emense
So this is my good bye to you, so long, farewell just
remember these 4 words: I loved you forever
"Wake up"
time is a waste
a sandless hourglass
kill me now
it's not enough to speed this up
fester inside, motionless
demonize me, godless
death becomes he, and makes her smile
and for ever into the night
die, now
die, forever
Kevin Martin
"Untitled"
I picked up my phone to give you a call the other day
But I realized I didn't know what to say
So I gave up and put it away
So I thought on about you
And before I knew it I found God
It was now in my sacred place
Hearts of stone, cold as ice
Held with warm regards
And kissed by the lips of angels
Don't worry now cause well fly away
Soar with the angels
Through the flames and into the gates
To the hands of satan and back out
Survived the chase of demons
And the heat still follows
I love you till I die
Kevin Martin
"Pain"
I feel the pain of all those who have been hurt
I scream and scream and scream
I see the light through these this eyes
Now I am afraid
I run and run till you can't see me
Take this pill
I'll spill my blood, my blood all about
Just watch me bleed and scream and shout. Don't you undertand
How could you help me die?
How could you help me die?
How could you leave me alive?
Just let me be and I'll see
This through till the end
Just leave me here, leave me here
Alone I'll be happy
Just let me be, let me be
Kevin Martin
"Me On The Outside"
Could I dream for more
What more could life offer
Young and reckless are our lives
Young and hopeless, hear our cries
These walls around this town say no exit
Might as well forget
They are laughing in our face
It's our turn to strike back
Our turn to make the attack
This is the call for the first strike
So raise two fists and fight
From day till night
This is what it's all about
Kevin Martin
"Kids"
The kids are bored
Mischief, fights, and drugs are our lives
The kids are bored
Window hits rock
Shards are all that's left in the aftermath
The world is bored
We need the ids to bring us life
Can we ever understand..
These kids get high
Opened eyes and killed brain cells
The doors are opened and the minds begin to shut
These kids are bored and their eyes are closed
As were yours at their age
Defiance is in demand
These kids die like you
Can't you remember those days
The mischief you caused
Bury us for who we are
But we don't want to be you
Kevin Martin
"Life"
If I was life then i would rather be dead
I would like to stop the thoughts in my head
If I was God I'd have struck my dead
So i would have never had to hear what was said
Mortality is my flaw
Humanity's law
Make us live
And live in sin
Do that line and give in
If this was the battle cry then here I come
The rage and hate pent up by the young
The screams of the aborted youth
Can ya hear the battle cry?
Can ya hear the cancer take us over
Mortality is my flaw
Humanity's law
Live for life
And kill yourself
It'll benefit others
And it'll make me happy
Kevin Martin
"God"
Heaven on Earth
Till death do us part
I'll always be yours, and you'll be in my heart
For the rest of my soul, I'll always be yours
Kevin Martin
"Drown"
As I drown
The air escapes me
My last breath is your words
I live for you
I cry for you
I die for you
Now I have no senses
No more reasons
This pain I have for you
The water fills my lungs as I drown in our pain
I cat find our words now
I can't explain
Why we must cry
We give up and let go
And sink together forever forgotten
Kevin Paul Martin
"Bull"
What'd you say when everydays the same
Can you forget the past,
And try to pretend
I know where I'm going
Do you know?
Where am I going?
I'll give you a call
You'll feed me this garbage
And I'll say I love you
Will this nightmare ever end
Yesturday, today, and tomorrow
This rides the same
This game we play
Why don't you just wake me when it's over
Yesturday, tomorrow, it's not today
What'll make it better then now.
Kevin Martin
"Afraid"
We are
All inside
This little hole
We die
I am
So alive
Inside this little hole
We die
You are
Liveing your life
Inside of me
And we died after all
Kevin Martin
"Acts of Violence"
Here we are
Face to face
Feeling hate
Fist to fist
Staining blood
Falling to the floor
Pain is unmistakable
Why violence is your answer
All you do is fight
Hurt is all you have
Pain is all you give
Your only emotion is anger
Fist to fist
Face to face
Feeling hate
Down in pain
Trickle of blood
Stains your skin
All you do is fight
All you do is run
Kevin Paul Martin
"Closet"
It's too cold outside to run away
So down here in the basment I lay
I could not help myself
Without the love of someone else
Cause this dark corner I know so well
Will be the last place I see
I will see her in heaven
When I escape my hell
Too hot inside to stay
So I'll just go away
I'll lay inside myself
I'll burn in my hell
Cause my exits locked
And my chest feels tight
I love you all
Sweet dreams, good night.
Kevin Paul Martin
The first one is new, the rest i found on my old poetry.com
It's a feeling you forgot
Till she walked back into
The door way of your room
That look in her eyes
She used to share with me
She still says she loves me
But you don't know that
It's the hush around here
But when she passes me by
She gives me the feeling
That I forgot about since the last time
She walked in my doorway
"Your eyes(infection)"
My mind was made up
My mouth shut up
If only for a second I could make you believe
I could make you so much happier then he could
If only for a second, I bring you to the conclusion
That he's just a loser, not even worth your tears
I wish I could tell you these words on my mind
But all that comes out when I'm around you
Is some silly one liner that you will never remember
Cuz your worrys give my cuts scrapes on my soul that
turn to infections
You've taken over my mind
And her words have infected my heart and my mind
This pain I feel is real,
It's the sanity heart wrench I can't deal with
And I'm thinking, this infections about to spread
I can't really handle this the pressure is to emense
So this is my good bye to you, so long, farewell just
remember these 4 words: I loved you forever
"Wake up"
time is a waste
a sandless hourglass
kill me now
it's not enough to speed this up
fester inside, motionless
demonize me, godless
death becomes he, and makes her smile
and for ever into the night
die, now
die, forever
Kevin Martin
"Untitled"
I picked up my phone to give you a call the other day
But I realized I didn't know what to say
So I gave up and put it away
So I thought on about you
And before I knew it I found God
It was now in my sacred place
Hearts of stone, cold as ice
Held with warm regards
And kissed by the lips of angels
Don't worry now cause well fly away
Soar with the angels
Through the flames and into the gates
To the hands of satan and back out
Survived the chase of demons
And the heat still follows
I love you till I die
Kevin Martin
"Pain"
I feel the pain of all those who have been hurt
I scream and scream and scream
I see the light through these this eyes
Now I am afraid
I run and run till you can't see me
Take this pill
I'll spill my blood, my blood all about
Just watch me bleed and scream and shout. Don't you undertand
How could you help me die?
How could you help me die?
How could you leave me alive?
Just let me be and I'll see
This through till the end
Just leave me here, leave me here
Alone I'll be happy
Just let me be, let me be
Kevin Martin
"Me On The Outside"
Could I dream for more
What more could life offer
Young and reckless are our lives
Young and hopeless, hear our cries
These walls around this town say no exit
Might as well forget
They are laughing in our face
It's our turn to strike back
Our turn to make the attack
This is the call for the first strike
So raise two fists and fight
From day till night
This is what it's all about
Kevin Martin
"Kids"
The kids are bored
Mischief, fights, and drugs are our lives
The kids are bored
Window hits rock
Shards are all that's left in the aftermath
The world is bored
We need the ids to bring us life
Can we ever understand..
These kids get high
Opened eyes and killed brain cells
The doors are opened and the minds begin to shut
These kids are bored and their eyes are closed
As were yours at their age
Defiance is in demand
These kids die like you
Can't you remember those days
The mischief you caused
Bury us for who we are
But we don't want to be you
Kevin Martin
"Life"
If I was life then i would rather be dead
I would like to stop the thoughts in my head
If I was God I'd have struck my dead
So i would have never had to hear what was said
Mortality is my flaw
Humanity's law
Make us live
And live in sin
Do that line and give in
If this was the battle cry then here I come
The rage and hate pent up by the young
The screams of the aborted youth
Can ya hear the battle cry?
Can ya hear the cancer take us over
Mortality is my flaw
Humanity's law
Live for life
And kill yourself
It'll benefit others
And it'll make me happy
Kevin Martin
"God"
Heaven on Earth
Till death do us part
I'll always be yours, and you'll be in my heart
For the rest of my soul, I'll always be yours
Kevin Martin
"Drown"
As I drown
The air escapes me
My last breath is your words
I live for you
I cry for you
I die for you
Now I have no senses
No more reasons
This pain I have for you
The water fills my lungs as I drown in our pain
I cat find our words now
I can't explain
Why we must cry
We give up and let go
And sink together forever forgotten
Kevin Paul Martin
"Bull"
What'd you say when everydays the same
Can you forget the past,
And try to pretend
I know where I'm going
Do you know?
Where am I going?
I'll give you a call
You'll feed me this garbage
And I'll say I love you
Will this nightmare ever end
Yesturday, today, and tomorrow
This rides the same
This game we play
Why don't you just wake me when it's over
Yesturday, tomorrow, it's not today
What'll make it better then now.
Kevin Martin
"Afraid"
We are
All inside
This little hole
We die
I am
So alive
Inside this little hole
We die
You are
Liveing your life
Inside of me
And we died after all
Kevin Martin
"Acts of Violence"
Here we are
Face to face
Feeling hate
Fist to fist
Staining blood
Falling to the floor
Pain is unmistakable
Why violence is your answer
All you do is fight
Hurt is all you have
Pain is all you give
Your only emotion is anger
Fist to fist
Face to face
Feeling hate
Down in pain
Trickle of blood
Stains your skin
All you do is fight
All you do is run
Kevin Paul Martin
"Closet"
It's too cold outside to run away
So down here in the basment I lay
I could not help myself
Without the love of someone else
Cause this dark corner I know so well
Will be the last place I see
I will see her in heaven
When I escape my hell
Too hot inside to stay
So I'll just go away
I'll lay inside myself
I'll burn in my hell
Cause my exits locked
And my chest feels tight
I love you all
Sweet dreams, good night.
Kevin Paul Martin