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No words can begin to describe how low I feel right now.It's like a sad story being told over and over, day after day. That's my life. Who could blame me? I let people treat me like shit, and I'm hideous to boot. I might as well just go into seclusion. I don't wanna talk to or be around anyone anymore.
Great things happen to me, don't get me wrong, but EVERYTHING is marred. I wanted to be with Natalie for so long, then Allie comes back into my life, and I want to be with her again, but all these trust issues keep circulating. Then Natalie asks me out, and as excited as I was I declined. I know things wouldn't work out with me and her right now, and we need each other as friends, but she likes Andrew, and Andrew likes her. I just don't want them getting together, I'll be so betrayed. It's a never ending cycle. It gave em flash backs of when I was crazy about Val and she went out with Brian behind my back. I guess it's true what they say, past repeats itself.
So I call Allie, and she talks for 2 seconds, then in a real shady way tells me she needs to go and she'll talk to me later. WTF do i do? She is so hard to trust, especially after the past we had
Why was I curse with such a weak heart?
Great things happen to me, don't get me wrong, but EVERYTHING is marred. I wanted to be with Natalie for so long, then Allie comes back into my life, and I want to be with her again, but all these trust issues keep circulating. Then Natalie asks me out, and as excited as I was I declined. I know things wouldn't work out with me and her right now, and we need each other as friends, but she likes Andrew, and Andrew likes her. I just don't want them getting together, I'll be so betrayed. It's a never ending cycle. It gave em flash backs of when I was crazy about Val and she went out with Brian behind my back. I guess it's true what they say, past repeats itself.
So I call Allie, and she talks for 2 seconds, then in a real shady way tells me she needs to go and she'll talk to me later. WTF do i do? She is so hard to trust, especially after the past we had
Why was I curse with such a weak heart?