+ More JuC !

Mar 18, 2004 19:52

This is a small fan fiction type letter from Justin to JC…rainbows, love, colors, painting and mush ahead. Feedback appreciated !



Dear JC,

I want to paint my world with you. Take a brush and cover the canvas of life with the strokes of your love, every color in the pallet adding more and more.

I’d paint strokes of bright red a scarlet hue, which brings the image of blood to mind. The blood which pumps through one another’s veins and through our hearts with every beat. You’re the red in my life, the passion, the warmth, the drive behind everything I do. Without you I simply cannot function, can’t live without you, you’re my blood and I want to paint everything red.

I’d paint swirls of azure blue, the color that your eyes reflect when I find myself staring into them endlessly. Blue like the sky, blue like the ocean, you surround me above and below and you’re always there for me, my constant. You’re the cool touch upon my fever, the force that always calms me and makes me feel at home. I want to spill blue all over the world.

Streaks of yellow would dance along the collage of colors. Bright sunshine yellow, the shade in which you bring into my life everyday, brightening it up and fill me with warmth, bathe me in joy. You’re the glimmering gold specks that make everything seem to sparkle, you make everything priceless. My happy yellow, my smiling crinkly eyed yellow, and I really wish it was all …yellow.

You are my primary colors; I can mix any hue from your love. I could make pulsating greens and earth tones for your calm down to earth nature, your simple view in life that I cherish. I could make vibrant oranges that thrill me and make me want to live life to its fullest, as you always make me feel. I’d make a perfect pink, because I know you love pink, it’s warm, sweet, kind, forgiving, like you have always been with me. I’d paint royal deep purples that are filled with the confidence you give me everyday by just offering a smile or a compliment in my direction. I may receive compliments daily, from fans, but not the kind of brilliant purple ones you give me that simply lift me off of the ground and take me away.

I’d paint you a rainbow if I had the power to, I’d reach up and paint that arc in the sky, dabble some pure white clouds on either end, to make you happy, to make you smile, to make sure you knew you were loved. And I’d make sure every sunset and every sunrise made the most beautiful colors against the clouds, you’re my sun. You are the beauty that makes me want to rise every morning, the one who stays with me throughout the day and you’re always the last thing I want to see before I fall asleep and see you paint the little fireworks behind my eyes in my dreams.

And from time to time we may spill our paints on the floor and make a mess. But I will always be on my hands and knees cleaning up that mess, making it up to you, apologizing and forgiving. I’ll always be there to take your hand and pick up the brush once more, start over with a clean canvas or keep working on the image we have already created. And if I could paint the way your voice sounds when each note hits my soul, it would be such a beautiful colorful canvas, one that everyone would love and admire.

I want to paint the world with your love, JC. Thank you, thank you for all the color you have brought into my life, for shading my black and white views of love and life into vibrant amazing things. My color, my love, my life. I hope I can paint your world as you have my own. I love you.

With all the love in the world,
Justin
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