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It is almost 2009 and I have had this livejournal since 2004. It is humorous, frightening, depressing etc. about how clearly I've changed (after reading old entries). I have become too nostalgic now. I miss my friends, especially those people who were labeled as my "best friend(s)" over the years. Labeled, I guess, is the key word. At those times, my relationships seemed invincible. I am not that naive anymore. But it doesn't hurt to miss people, right? I've always had people leave. So clearly I'm the common denominator here. Except with my current best friend; we're a good fit. He's just away for two more weeks but while he's gone I feel like "people always leave." Maybe it's not that people always leave, maybe it's that certain people just aren't good together. I'd like to think the human race is more similar than not though so yet again I am at a loss as to why I have lost so many. With the losses, I did gain the most stable, protective, caring person for me though.