apathetic about stones

[reckless_saturn]

i hear you, heather. not jumping all over the place about stones. i don't think that i could jump anywhere. ugh. maybe it is just the pile of crap that i need to do before i get rolling. food, shelter, clothes, school, car, medicine, library, etc. but i am pretty good at getting it all together at the last minute and all i have to do is throw a bunch of clothes, blankets, peanuts and cheese sticks and call it a go.

at least i have bacon cooking right now. i just don't care very much this year about stones. but it will be nice to hang with some peeps. it will be nice to have a little vaca before school gets really rolling. i would actually have to crack my books, nah get my books before school starts rolling. also i have to get better before i can think about camping. but i have obligations and stuff to do, so i will be there. i just feel that missing class should say something to me about not going to the farm. if i can' t do one then i can't do the other. yes that would be the way it seems.

i think a lot of this stems from the bullshit that was fed to me from the stone's planning committee. at least i am not the only one that knows and saw the way that i was treated. so i think that bitterness is keeping me from enjoying myself.