Its My B-Day.......technichaly....
Well i just got back from the bowling ally....i kinda had a b-day party, more of a get together....anyways, it was really fun my friends showed up and we all had a good time(i hope)....my adopded family kinda made it in to a party...which was pretty cool and nice of them.....(p.s. iam not really adopded).........
.......well i guess down to the part that i really wanted to write about....and i think i can write it in here cuz i dont really think anyone reads it.....after bowling i drove kelley home...it was a pretty quiet ride(the okward quiet not the spooky quiet)....and we got to her place and she ran in to get the card that she got for me( which she didnt have to but did anyway) so i got out of the car and read it......i hugged her and then she went inside and i got into my car and kicked myself......i didnt kiss her......i wanted to but i dont know how she would react.....im pretty sure by now that she knows that i like her.....but i chickened out......and its not that i think shes been flurting with me, because i guess she had a talk about how she leads guys on, anyways, its not that shes lead me on because i thought she was cute before i got to know her....now i know that she cute and nice and funny.....i dont know......she even stood there a bit after i hugged her like she was waiting for me to kiss her....maybe not.....i just wish i did...or had the guts to......maybe if i go to the movies with her tonight i might have a second chance.....i hope so.....peace out everyone.........(17 now....wow)
.......well i guess down to the part that i really wanted to write about....and i think i can write it in here cuz i dont really think anyone reads it.....after bowling i drove kelley home...it was a pretty quiet ride(the okward quiet not the spooky quiet)....and we got to her place and she ran in to get the card that she got for me( which she didnt have to but did anyway) so i got out of the car and read it......i hugged her and then she went inside and i got into my car and kicked myself......i didnt kiss her......i wanted to but i dont know how she would react.....im pretty sure by now that she knows that i like her.....but i chickened out......and its not that i think shes been flurting with me, because i guess she had a talk about how she leads guys on, anyways, its not that shes lead me on because i thought she was cute before i got to know her....now i know that she cute and nice and funny.....i dont know......she even stood there a bit after i hugged her like she was waiting for me to kiss her....maybe not.....i just wish i did...or had the guts to......maybe if i go to the movies with her tonight i might have a second chance.....i hope so.....peace out everyone.........(17 now....wow)