it's been so long, i forgot what it felt like to crash.

[recipeforrage]

old habits die hard..........or don't die at all.

life seems a bit crazy right now.
i think school is going to end just fine.
thats right i said end.
i get to start an entire new part of my life.
which is really scaring the shit out me....
i have this gut feeling that i am going to fail at anything and everything i try....
i'm have the image of me turning out to be exactly like my aunt.
being alone having a shity job and my bestfriends being cats.
it is my worst fear but i have a huge feeling its how things are going to be.