Howdy.
I think I'm going to delete this journal. Visiting livejournal means watching objectively the lives of people I have hurt and miss terribly, but am allowed no contact with.
It hurts alot and I need to make it stop.
So I think I'm going to delete this and not visit anymore. Maybe then I can stop dwelling on the people who I've hurt. That's why I haven't posted here lately. It's a total downer. I get depressed enough as it is, I don't need help. Coming here only reminds me that no matter how sorry I am for what's happened, it doesn't matter.
It hurts alot and I need to make it stop.
So I think I'm going to delete this and not visit anymore. Maybe then I can stop dwelling on the people who I've hurt. That's why I haven't posted here lately. It's a total downer. I get depressed enough as it is, I don't need help. Coming here only reminds me that no matter how sorry I am for what's happened, it doesn't matter.