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I feel like I could die right now and it wouldn't even matter. I have to get out of here. My mom is such a bitch, heh, Putting ME down in front of her friends and MY family, and if I defend myself, it turns into an argument and then I get in trouble. Why does she have to do it? The she sends my stepdad downstairs..."So, wheres your modem?" I freaked. He wants to take everything away. Everything. Soon, my whole life is going to be gone and I'm going to live down here in this basement for the rest of my life alone. I am so trapped.
So, I sank. I cried and told the asshole that I was sorry..that it was my fault. Then he left, saying he was going back to talk to my mom about this whole deal. Who knows when he will be back, and who knows if I'll still have my modem. So...I guess I could die right now. I really feel like I could, and it would be a lot quieter than this house.
So, I sank. I cried and told the asshole that I was sorry..that it was my fault. Then he left, saying he was going back to talk to my mom about this whole deal. Who knows when he will be back, and who knows if I'll still have my modem. So...I guess I could die right now. I really feel like I could, and it would be a lot quieter than this house.