First off, all of that is TOTALLY legit feelings wise. It makes sense and I would never think of holding it against you. You are my sister and God knows sisters have jealous times and, in our case pregnant hormonal crazy times.
In a way it's so odd to me reading the post. I've been so crazy jealous of you this whole time. You have your parents right there, You're so together about it. You're working full time with great benefits, you got your own place on your own. Sometimes I try to make hubby sound like a hero. But it's stressful that sometimes he's more of an unemployed leech. Don't get me wrong, I love him, but knowing that we're depending on my part time income isn't exactly comforting.
As far as being a "good Christian girl" yesterday was literally the first time in Months I went to church. My spiritual life is practically non-existant and finding out that both associate pastors went to SAU w/me is not exactly helping that little guilt trip.
It seems like you have the answer to everything right when I need it. I feel bad about my weight, you've got the website, I need support, you get me here to livejournal. You've been so good to me and I want you to know that idolize you more than I should. You are my hero and will continue to be no matter what!
In a way it's so odd to me reading the post. I've been so crazy jealous of you this whole time. You have your parents right there, You're so together about it. You're working full time with great benefits, you got your own place on your own. Sometimes I try to make hubby sound like a hero. But it's stressful that sometimes he's more of an unemployed leech. Don't get me wrong, I love him, but knowing that we're depending on my part time income isn't exactly comforting.
As far as being a "good Christian girl" yesterday was literally the first time in Months I went to church. My spiritual life is practically non-existant and finding out that both associate pastors went to SAU w/me is not exactly helping that little guilt trip.
It seems like you have the answer to everything right when I need it. I feel bad about my weight, you've got the website, I need support, you get me here to livejournal. You've been so good to me and I want you to know that idolize you more than I should. You are my hero and will continue to be no matter what!
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