it's so hard, but it's the truth

[recaspek]

so tonight i went to a friends house. it was great to see him because i haven't seen him in forever,and we had a great time hanging out. tonight he told me a secret that he has been holding, well for years. when he told me i was shocked and didn't know how to react. all i could think of was that all i see him as is just a friend and i wanted lenny to come to my side and hug me.
for this person i am sorry that things are not different, but don't worry. things will come through for you eventually

i love you lenny