fuck this shit
i have been sitting in the swenson computer lab since 8pm, having fully intended to work on my poster for GSA. i was almost done with it, after all. so you would expect me to have been quite productive over the last four hours. ha! who the fuck am i kidding?!?! first off, my computer died this weekend. so i'm running everything off of an external from olin. second, my nearly finished poster file won't even open. last night powerpoint started 'encountering problems' or whatever kind of shit happens to technology and shutting down every few minutes. so get this. now, it shuts down the second i open the file. i think i succeeded in moving one picture about six inches over the course of the evening. and it's only this file!!!!!! i started working on another ppt presentation and have had noooo problems. what the fuck?!?!?! so now i'm sitting in the basement of swenson at a loss for anything to do except chuck rocks at these fucking computers. but that obviously won't solve my problem. to be honest, i really just want to curl into a ball and cry like a three year old right now. i don't believe in curses and magic, etc., but the shit's hitting the fan right now and i'm beginning to wonder if pele is cursing me for bringing back rocks from hawai'i. if i have to take much more of this shit, they're all going in the mail. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. seriously, now. what the fuck did i ever do to you, powerpoint?????? i just want to be done. fuck it all. no more of this shit.