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i must be fucking dead to feel this fucking good, its like ever since i fucking met her i havent cut, burnt done anything to harm myself at all,and by what i have seen which is alot she hasent cut or harmed herself either and for that i am really proud of her for that very proud of her i mean its weird feeling, but its good ya know and to have someone who fills in a gap that has been empty your whole life, i mean most of you have no idea how it was to have a missing gap to be after 17 years be filled with a feeling that is somewhat unknown and yet its such a nice feeling that i dont wanna be with out again in my life...but yea i mean i never thoought i would A:find someoene remotely like me B: has the same mental shit as me and just a buncha other stuff in common, i mean i just love being around her, talking to her and just being there for her i mean i dunno i feel powerfull stuff that some of it i cant put my finger on of what it is but man its powerfull and its just i care alot about her but i just cant say anything, i mean i want to so bad but the words just cant come to my mind or anything i mean i so badly want to i want ot buti dunno why but words wont come..but anyways more about that later, right now she is my reason to live she makes me happy without even trying ya know man i am so glad we found each other and she has told me that i mean alot to her to and just we both are very happy for a change in our fucked up lifes that we have lived and its just i dunno i remember something about someone saying that people are meant to be and stuff like that but yea heh, i am happy, yea shes is all i ever wanted and i mean she has seen each and everyside of me and she still feels the same and same goes for her i have seen damn near all of her sides and each time i never felt any different ya knwo but heh i will post later cause nothing is comming to my mind anymore so when it does i will post some more till then laters
`~What Would You Do If You Were Asked To Stop Loving The Only Thing Worth Living For?~'
`~What Would You Do If You Were Asked To Stop Loving The Only Thing Worth Living For?~'