Apr 23, 2002 02:11
Classify my mood as: how a jaguar waiting in the weeds feels...thinking + waiting + paying very close attention to those in my immediate vicinity...
Went out and caught a smoke with the girls from painting today during class. Before anyone gives me shit about it, I only had half a Camel and only then 'cause my hands were somewhat frenetic in their conduct today...damned hard to paint a fine line when your hands are noticeably shaking...
Still dunno why my CS assignment isn't working...
I'm extremely tired, though thankfully AIM finally decided to let me sign on. So, I'll just lob the "I'm asleep" away message up and go hit hay directly...
My neck has been intermittently hurting recently...oddly enough, I can only crack it when it doesn't hurt...when it hurts, not even the usual "straw sounds" come out of it...I really would rather not have some manner of problem in my spinal column. That just seems to really suck.
Looking forward to summer for no reason greater than "I just want to leave this place." Not the people, just this same room, and these same buildings, and the same "always wander to breakfast at 8:30ish, lunch at 12ish, and dinner after the 5 p.m. Simpsons" mentality that makes me feel like I'm not really alive anymore. I could use a near-life experience...
Some other things on my mind now...don't feel like writing about them at this point.
"People you are attracted to more or less fit into the same body type/general shape/physical description." Agree or disagree and thoughts?