Anger and My Apology
Man, I am totally lost. I am SO ANGRY! Just at so many things. The whole Kelsey issue, the fact that I'm tired all the time, the fact that while I like working, it means I have even less time than I did originally. The fact that everything is going to hell and a handbasket with my friends, and I'm powerless to stop it. Everything's changing. Like, drastically. And the whole friend thing, selfishly, where the fuck is my anchor, if they're all off anchoring somewhere else? I yawn right now, perfect representation of how this is getting to me. Grr. I don't want pity, I just want to vent, I suppose. And now I feel like I need to eat. I wish I wasn't an emotional eater, then I wouldn't be a freaking cow so often. -grrface-
Hmm, I bought The Host by Stephenie Meyer, I can't wait until Breaking Dawn. LIKE SERIOUSLY! AH!!!!!!!! Must prepare myself by reading odd fanfiction, 'cept I can't because uncle' s in the same room. And that's just Awkward City.
Jas, if you read what Rosie wrote, I'm sorry. I was talking about it to someone else and then I felt like I was leaving the others out, I just mentioned it. That was before we talked on the phone today, and I really really apologize for my act of unintended betrayal. I understand if you're angry, but hopefully we can get through this. Rest assured that I would never mention it to Nick, like I said. That is your business, not mine, and I'm pretty sure everyone else understands that too. God, to quote Ralph, "What makes things break up like they do?" Except this time I'm pretty sure that the answer is not Jack. GOD THIS FUCKING SUCKS!
I'm gonna go lay down and read or some shit.
Hmm, I bought The Host by Stephenie Meyer, I can't wait until Breaking Dawn. LIKE SERIOUSLY! AH!!!!!!!! Must prepare myself by reading odd fanfiction, 'cept I can't because uncle' s in the same room. And that's just Awkward City.
Jas, if you read what Rosie wrote, I'm sorry. I was talking about it to someone else and then I felt like I was leaving the others out, I just mentioned it. That was before we talked on the phone today, and I really really apologize for my act of unintended betrayal. I understand if you're angry, but hopefully we can get through this. Rest assured that I would never mention it to Nick, like I said. That is your business, not mine, and I'm pretty sure everyone else understands that too. God, to quote Ralph, "What makes things break up like they do?" Except this time I'm pretty sure that the answer is not Jack. GOD THIS FUCKING SUCKS!
I'm gonna go lay down and read or some shit.