Jun 21, 2008 22:25
Nerves...so many nerves.
Em is just on the other side of a day away and I'm feeling the nerves big time. I've already started with cleaning the house from top to bottom.... It happens when I get stressed like this.
But though I've only done one room so far all I can say is ew...the amount of dead cockroaches and mold I found were terrible. By the time I was done that room the bucket of water I was using for the cloth was putrid and black. But I felt better afterwards because I knew the room was alot cleaner than it had been in a long time. Tomorrow is the rest of the house. I would've done more today but mum kinda got in the way so I had to delay it and work out timing for tomorrow.
Oh and as another annoyance Centrelink (the government angency that hadnles things like employment and government payments) decided to cancel my youth allowence because I didn't answer a letter that said I didn't have to answer it. I don't need THAT stress, so I'll have to deal with them during the week. I can't afford to not have those payments right now.
I can't wait till Em is here but this last little period of time is going to be hell.