Sep 27, 2006 15:20
Okay, so today was a good day.
I'm finally just chillin.
Last night I didn't have alot of homework to the point where I felt over stressed.
I got a good grade on my physic's test!
Whoot! At least a good enough grade for me. Almost an A!
My HUBS where found in the back of Cam's car.. hm... USIAK!! hah
Funny prank soccer boys.
NOT.
Lunch was mellow.
Had a chili dog for the first time in a while. Nice.
Spanish I won LOTERIA!!
And in AP english.... I watched Boulet sleep again.
Finally, a good day.
But at the same time.. like usual.. I have this problem.
So distant, but so close.
Not clear of an understanding.
I want to do what I do.
But I feel restricted becuase of you.
I want to be going and free willed.
But I feel like if it falls apart, its all my fault.
I won't handle it being my fault.
Don't worry... I'm not doing basketball cheerleading.
I think I'm going through this bipolarness phase. Hate or Love?
♥ Risa Kaye
AND BEN NEEDS TO CALL ME!