back on the chain gang again
my wonderful romp in to the world of not having my horrible job is offically over and it's bad to hell again. And all in the course of my first night back I realised a whole bunch of things.
1: that place will kill me if I let it.
2: I am most certianly an anxious eater. I was down to 2 meals a day tops during my vacation. I wasn't back at work for more than 2 hours tops and I couldn't get my hands on enough munchies to sate me.
3: things aren't ever going to go back to the way they where before.
4:Now may be the bast time for the big nasty P-word no one likes to talk about.... psycotheropy
5: I love the companionship me and ace share but I'm finding it harder and harder to connect.
*yawn* and now the sun is in my eyes. I'd like to think it's telling me something. trying to cheer me up in some irritating little kid way. but you can't really blame it for that is the only way it know.
I wandered through random journals today and it made me feel both less lonely but more empty inside. Hmmm maybe it's just that I'm drained from a hard days' night at work. with that there is little else to say for today....
Me~
"I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war,
If you can tell me something worth fighting for."
~ColdPlay ~
1: that place will kill me if I let it.
2: I am most certianly an anxious eater. I was down to 2 meals a day tops during my vacation. I wasn't back at work for more than 2 hours tops and I couldn't get my hands on enough munchies to sate me.
3: things aren't ever going to go back to the way they where before.
4:Now may be the bast time for the big nasty P-word no one likes to talk about.... psycotheropy
5: I love the companionship me and ace share but I'm finding it harder and harder to connect.
*yawn* and now the sun is in my eyes. I'd like to think it's telling me something. trying to cheer me up in some irritating little kid way. but you can't really blame it for that is the only way it know.
I wandered through random journals today and it made me feel both less lonely but more empty inside. Hmmm maybe it's just that I'm drained from a hard days' night at work. with that there is little else to say for today....
Me~
"I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war,
If you can tell me something worth fighting for."
~ColdPlay ~