no one will read this...
It's 11:30pm, im in Maine. Listening to a real good band on my computer Plano East. You should listen to them, I went to High School with them and they are truely nice guys. They are playing at Soul Fest. Anyway I know no one really read this but I have the need to spill my guts about everything.
1. No matter how many people I meet for the rest of my life my best friends will ALWAYS be Elliot Ensor, Matt Dagley, Leigh Forsstrom and Jessica Wagner.
2. I have never missed anyone in my life the way I miss Elliot right now.
3. Im trying so hard to not drink anymore for a number of reasons. I don't want to be like my father was, the way my uncle was. Mainly though because I know in my heart its wrong for me to get drunk.
4. God is so completely real to me and even though I stumble often, and I don't go to church like I should and i forget to pray His love will always mean so much to me. Lately that ive been really trying to make this relationship with Him better, whenever i think, oh I dont have time to read the Bible or pray, i think man He died for me! Am I really that selfish?
5. I absolutely love my family, they mean so much to me. Im way too attached.
6. My real father makes my heart sad.
7. My friends mean everything to me, im way too attached to them also. I love them, not just like oh i love my friends. I mean i love my friends, i would drive 900miles to help any ofthem, give up my money anything.
8. There is no where on the face of the planet i could live than Boston.
9. When I get out of school I want to teach at an inner city school or school for troubled teens, not a rich school
10. People do not teach their children manners anymore
11. Once i cried at an NSync concert
1. No matter how many people I meet for the rest of my life my best friends will ALWAYS be Elliot Ensor, Matt Dagley, Leigh Forsstrom and Jessica Wagner.
2. I have never missed anyone in my life the way I miss Elliot right now.
3. Im trying so hard to not drink anymore for a number of reasons. I don't want to be like my father was, the way my uncle was. Mainly though because I know in my heart its wrong for me to get drunk.
4. God is so completely real to me and even though I stumble often, and I don't go to church like I should and i forget to pray His love will always mean so much to me. Lately that ive been really trying to make this relationship with Him better, whenever i think, oh I dont have time to read the Bible or pray, i think man He died for me! Am I really that selfish?
5. I absolutely love my family, they mean so much to me. Im way too attached.
6. My real father makes my heart sad.
7. My friends mean everything to me, im way too attached to them also. I love them, not just like oh i love my friends. I mean i love my friends, i would drive 900miles to help any ofthem, give up my money anything.
8. There is no where on the face of the planet i could live than Boston.
9. When I get out of school I want to teach at an inner city school or school for troubled teens, not a rich school
10. People do not teach their children manners anymore
11. Once i cried at an NSync concert