Transgender
I'm watching a show I recorded about transgender men are pregnant. What hurts me the most about that is that I can't get pregnant to save my life. Yes, I know they still have their female reproductive organs, but the thought that they don't even want to be a female anymore and are able to get pregnant hurts the shit out of me.
I'm not angry at them, I'm angry at the situation that it can happen for everyone but me. It makes me ask God like why not me? What's wrong with me?
I figured if they were on hormones then it would be difficult for them to get pregnant. I mean, that's what's suppose to be wrong with me, so why is it working for them?
Just another reason for me to go down the rabbit hole.
I really just want to cry!