sick and sad..
No im not all that sick, just sick of being in the world.. sick of always being forced to socalize with ppl i couldnt care less about.. About ppl that are just a bunch of fakes and wanna be's... Ppl that try so hard to be liked and accepted for the wrong resons.. Ppl that never stand for what they truly are and what they believe in damn those assholes suck!! and if your one of 'em well to fucking bad!! coz you do suck! You have no idea who you are.. You just follow the popular group dont ya?? well fuck that!! If you dont know what your path is, oh well thats bad too.. but you better find it before its to late, coz in the end those ppl are gonna stop likin' you too.. Their gonna realise that you have nothing in common.. But oh sha.. it's all up to you to change your life.. But if you dont want to thats fine too.. anyways..
Why does life have to suck when your me btw?? Why is time such an issue.. I dont seem to be going anywhere way to fast.. Or at least not where i wanna go. Im not the college type, i sure as hell cant follow rulez.. I can study im not dumb.. but damn,.. i just dont want to.. Im not that type.. Why are the answers to my problems hard to find? I cant do anything, i cant put my mind on whats really bothering me.. It sux more than youd think to be rich(or somewhat of that kind).. I hate my parents well barley even speak to them, im grateful for the things i get and all, but tell me is that really whats so inpor. in life?? I dont know, i dont take the things i get for granted but damn.. i just dont want them?' Is that so weird?? some kids would kill to be in my shoes.. But id wanna be anywwhere else but here.. I dont talk to my parents, im the weird kid at school whos not goth,punk or anything for that matter.. I keep to myself, and for that im considered as a snobby kid who get everything and well fuck that!! I got a hard time,locked in my room, i used to cut when i was younger, just to see if i was so perfect as everyone told me.. To see how much i'd BLEED,.,. I regret it, but i was never looking towards suicide,ive never wanted to kill myself.. Just the feeling of the knifes touch, just felt good my only friend, the only thing that took my mind of things.. It made me feel free, i just ,it felt like i was high on something., Made me feel normal, that i wasnt Perfect,that i could fit in somewhere..Oh yeah and why the fuck cant i say im sorry!! damn im some i dunno.. maybe i have no remorse.. I dunno.. its weird.. But i just had to write that shit down.. so depressed right now.. BUT ALWAYS HAPPY... HAPPY LITTLE GOTH WANNA-BE..
Im a stop BLAHIN you all to boredom.. So peace and riot...
Vicious..
Why does life have to suck when your me btw?? Why is time such an issue.. I dont seem to be going anywhere way to fast.. Or at least not where i wanna go. Im not the college type, i sure as hell cant follow rulez.. I can study im not dumb.. but damn,.. i just dont want to.. Im not that type.. Why are the answers to my problems hard to find? I cant do anything, i cant put my mind on whats really bothering me.. It sux more than youd think to be rich(or somewhat of that kind).. I hate my parents well barley even speak to them, im grateful for the things i get and all, but tell me is that really whats so inpor. in life?? I dont know, i dont take the things i get for granted but damn.. i just dont want them?' Is that so weird?? some kids would kill to be in my shoes.. But id wanna be anywwhere else but here.. I dont talk to my parents, im the weird kid at school whos not goth,punk or anything for that matter.. I keep to myself, and for that im considered as a snobby kid who get everything and well fuck that!! I got a hard time,locked in my room, i used to cut when i was younger, just to see if i was so perfect as everyone told me.. To see how much i'd BLEED,.,. I regret it, but i was never looking towards suicide,ive never wanted to kill myself.. Just the feeling of the knifes touch, just felt good my only friend, the only thing that took my mind of things.. It made me feel free, i just ,it felt like i was high on something., Made me feel normal, that i wasnt Perfect,that i could fit in somewhere..Oh yeah and why the fuck cant i say im sorry!! damn im some i dunno.. maybe i have no remorse.. I dunno.. its weird.. But i just had to write that shit down.. so depressed right now.. BUT ALWAYS HAPPY... HAPPY LITTLE GOTH WANNA-BE..
Im a stop BLAHIN you all to boredom.. So peace and riot...
Vicious..