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I am going to have to say, sorry, everyone, but I do seldomly travel to your LiveJournals. Back in the old days, when I used to give a crap about social networking, polite banter and interwarb famez0rz, I made an effort.. and trust me, it is an effort. Anybody who says it's not, is lying. considering I had over 200 - 300 friends on my list, to go on each and every journal individually, read the most recent post, and previous relevant ones, then come up with a relatively thoughtful, relevant comment to prove that I had been reading the aforementioned posts........... it generally took 3+ hours.
Not that I didn't love you all. Not that I didn't care. Not saying that I no longer care. Just saying.....
With age.... the attention span dwindles, and unfortunately, mine has dwindled faster than the average person.
So... this place is for rants, ravings and spasmodic blahness.
If people actually have me added with the expectation of receiving any sort of reciprocated attention (And yes.. LJ is mostly, if not all, about mutual attention for some people - I was one of those tards), then you're going to be sorely mistaken.
Not that too many people bother with me here. Under the assumption that my previous statement about attention is true, then a good 90% of people have stopped bothering with me all together. lawl.
Anywho, in reference to a couple of previous posts I've left here about that F*ckwit of an ex-bf GPK, political stupidity and vaginal poisoning... People who have problems with what I write, especially about the first topic, since it got 'noticed' and flamed within the first 24 hours, are more than welcome to ask me about it. And I will be more than happy to tell you why I hate that selfish wanker so much.
I have kept the truth limited to such a small number of people because I was ashamed of what happened, when it should have been him that was ashamed. The hurt, humiliation and sense of aloneness that he left me with when I was in a crisis that was HIS fault, and his completely unapologetic attitude towards the way he treated me during the ONE time I needed him, is something that is loathesome and unforgivable.
And at the end of the day, you still feel that my bitterness and hatred is unjustified.. then.. well.. your fand0m is probably blinding you and I have nothing else to say to someone without empathy or logic.
ANYWAY....
Been talking to homasse and catching up on the last 2 years worth of maj0r gossip. Lawl. One of the brilliant things about LJ is that it has some of the best wank anywhere. I won't mention what the wankiness I heard about was... but it was pretty funny on a "OMG U TARD!!11!!one!!yi!ichi!" <--- Yes, I just 1-ed you, because I'm 0ldsch00l web-nerd.
Bed times now. I am working on the new website for FH because our current site blows like a whale. Tired. Insomnia.
P.S. Anybody here play FLYFF here on LJ? Or have I asked that already?
I is lonely.
<3
-Spazmatron Omocha
Not that I didn't love you all. Not that I didn't care. Not saying that I no longer care. Just saying.....
With age.... the attention span dwindles, and unfortunately, mine has dwindled faster than the average person.
So... this place is for rants, ravings and spasmodic blahness.
If people actually have me added with the expectation of receiving any sort of reciprocated attention (And yes.. LJ is mostly, if not all, about mutual attention for some people - I was one of those tards), then you're going to be sorely mistaken.
Not that too many people bother with me here. Under the assumption that my previous statement about attention is true, then a good 90% of people have stopped bothering with me all together. lawl.
Anywho, in reference to a couple of previous posts I've left here about that F*ckwit of an ex-bf GPK, political stupidity and vaginal poisoning... People who have problems with what I write, especially about the first topic, since it got 'noticed' and flamed within the first 24 hours, are more than welcome to ask me about it. And I will be more than happy to tell you why I hate that selfish wanker so much.
I have kept the truth limited to such a small number of people because I was ashamed of what happened, when it should have been him that was ashamed. The hurt, humiliation and sense of aloneness that he left me with when I was in a crisis that was HIS fault, and his completely unapologetic attitude towards the way he treated me during the ONE time I needed him, is something that is loathesome and unforgivable.
And at the end of the day, you still feel that my bitterness and hatred is unjustified.. then.. well.. your fand0m is probably blinding you and I have nothing else to say to someone without empathy or logic.
ANYWAY....
Been talking to homasse and catching up on the last 2 years worth of maj0r gossip. Lawl. One of the brilliant things about LJ is that it has some of the best wank anywhere. I won't mention what the wankiness I heard about was... but it was pretty funny on a "OMG U TARD!!11!!one!!yi!ichi!" <--- Yes, I just 1-ed you, because I'm 0ldsch00l web-nerd.
Bed times now. I am working on the new website for FH because our current site blows like a whale. Tired. Insomnia.
P.S. Anybody here play FLYFF here on LJ? Or have I asked that already?
I is lonely.
<3
-Spazmatron Omocha