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So
I see nothing but pointlessness in everything
I feel like iv completely changed
Like iv become something im not
I'v traded in my ripped up jeans and punk t's
For fucking button downs and collars
I feel like im becoming that guy that when you ask him what hes done with his life he responds
Well iv got a nice house, nice car, and iv raised a fine family
I wanna be the guy that says i climbed everest, went surfing the other day, went to a concert, did lots of drugs
And i always have been
I feel trapt
I dont want to decide a future
I dont want college i dont want a job
I dont want anythign really
I wanna be left alone
And i want to do something
Iv pretty mcuh cut myself off
Its not that i dont wanna be friends with any of you
I just feel awkward around everyone i try to hang out with people
But for so long it was just hey wanna smoke
I feel like im 14 again and im trying to talk to girls
Except everyones a girl, and it dosent get any less awkward
In my effort to meet new people and new faces
I couldnt even recognize the old ones
I have freinds i cruise with
Freinds i work out with
Freinds i smoke with
But i miss those freinds who used to do everything with me
Those freinds that id see evryday 7 days a week and we did everythign and anythign we wanted
Im just tired of the same old routine, Tired of living on a schedule
Nothign spontaneous or random
Its all planned out
Im tired of everything
Its not even that theres nothign left for me in this town
Its almost like there never was anything
Im rambling
And now iv become one of those people that bleeds there heart all over the itnernet
I am now the lowest of the low
I see nothing but pointlessness in everything
I feel like iv completely changed
Like iv become something im not
I'v traded in my ripped up jeans and punk t's
For fucking button downs and collars
I feel like im becoming that guy that when you ask him what hes done with his life he responds
Well iv got a nice house, nice car, and iv raised a fine family
I wanna be the guy that says i climbed everest, went surfing the other day, went to a concert, did lots of drugs
And i always have been
I feel trapt
I dont want to decide a future
I dont want college i dont want a job
I dont want anythign really
I wanna be left alone
And i want to do something
Iv pretty mcuh cut myself off
Its not that i dont wanna be friends with any of you
I just feel awkward around everyone i try to hang out with people
But for so long it was just hey wanna smoke
I feel like im 14 again and im trying to talk to girls
Except everyones a girl, and it dosent get any less awkward
In my effort to meet new people and new faces
I couldnt even recognize the old ones
I have freinds i cruise with
Freinds i work out with
Freinds i smoke with
But i miss those freinds who used to do everything with me
Those freinds that id see evryday 7 days a week and we did everythign and anythign we wanted
Im just tired of the same old routine, Tired of living on a schedule
Nothign spontaneous or random
Its all planned out
Im tired of everything
Its not even that theres nothign left for me in this town
Its almost like there never was anything
Im rambling
And now iv become one of those people that bleeds there heart all over the itnernet
I am now the lowest of the low