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So, I guess I'll make my first real post on here for once instead of just trying to sell my comics and keeping up with friends.
It always amazes me how life can throw you for a loop. One day it's going along just fine then things start going downhill until your hit with a few weeks of pure misery only to find yourself having one of the most exciting and memorable six days (and counting) after that, wondering how the hell you could have been such a miserable, depressing wretch. But I can't attribute all the good and bad in my life to uncontrollable and unforeseen forces because you're full of shit and lazy to blame life for all your problems but I will never again pretend that I ever have complete control and it helps to know that there are some things I can change and some things I can't. For those that I can't I've adopted this lovely little policy. Fuck it. Not as in 'fuck it and don't deal with it' but 'fuck it' as in actually coming to terms with the fact that I don't have control over what happens and that it is not my fault, which makes it so much easier to deal with. Besides my policy and (as some of you may know) a very obvious reason I am having such a good week, there is one other factor that has brought me back to the world of the living. Amazing friends. I may not always like myself and things may not always go my way but I always know that I am overly blessed (for lack of a better term) with so many great friends. I've had such an awesome time hanging out with everyone again and for those I haven't seen or talked to lately, I miss and can't wait to see you again. I'll try to get a pasta or taco night going this Saturday and get everyone together or if you guys have any other suggestions let me know.
It always amazes me how life can throw you for a loop. One day it's going along just fine then things start going downhill until your hit with a few weeks of pure misery only to find yourself having one of the most exciting and memorable six days (and counting) after that, wondering how the hell you could have been such a miserable, depressing wretch. But I can't attribute all the good and bad in my life to uncontrollable and unforeseen forces because you're full of shit and lazy to blame life for all your problems but I will never again pretend that I ever have complete control and it helps to know that there are some things I can change and some things I can't. For those that I can't I've adopted this lovely little policy. Fuck it. Not as in 'fuck it and don't deal with it' but 'fuck it' as in actually coming to terms with the fact that I don't have control over what happens and that it is not my fault, which makes it so much easier to deal with. Besides my policy and (as some of you may know) a very obvious reason I am having such a good week, there is one other factor that has brought me back to the world of the living. Amazing friends. I may not always like myself and things may not always go my way but I always know that I am overly blessed (for lack of a better term) with so many great friends. I've had such an awesome time hanging out with everyone again and for those I haven't seen or talked to lately, I miss and can't wait to see you again. I'll try to get a pasta or taco night going this Saturday and get everyone together or if you guys have any other suggestions let me know.