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sometimes i wish life was like music.....you can pause rewind fastforward it or stop it...(open thought time) if i could of had my choice i wouldnt have moved up here...i would have been in BR playin prob varsity football and a full sophmor.... and not to brag but i might even have a state ring for wrestlen....but i wouldnt have met the people i have up here..after i got jumped even my dad was like..yea youve got such good friends up here... and i really do..but then again i had sum great ones in sc too....but it was diff there.... like way diff....smaller for one and simpler...liked id prob wind up goin to a small collage and maybe sum military service....but id wind up 40 with shit to show for my life....up here i have a chance to get into a wicked awesome collage through rotc...and then i could go into the corp as an officer...and maybe die for sumthing worth dieing for...but you never kno.....alot of people dont kno but grades are important to me and i kno i try to play it off and be like fuck yea im a freshmor haha but im disappioted in myself... i can do better than wut i did last year... but like ever wonder how ur choices wut u do in life?? i have...and right now i dont think im gunna make it to collage....and u kno wut pisses me off those fuckers who can fuck around all class and pass with a b.... i tryd that and look wut happend...........on to a diff issue....(this ones good)(or more like bak to wut i was sayin a sec ago..)im glad i met the people up here...chelsea for one....if i didnt have her i dont kno wut i would do.....and sagar...like even if i like got dumped it would be funny as hell if he was there....and sarah T like i love talkin to her...she makes everything seem ok...and also i love my sister who seems to always make me smile when i need it..but my bro seems to always piss me off at the wrong time...but i dont kno wut id do w/o him...like lets say im watchin a movie and ill be like did u see that!!! but he wont be sittin next to me.....its wierd....but someone else who i feel i can relie on is the bakers..like all of them.....and chelseas fam.....but i think im done for now ur prob bored out of ur mind as it is.............