Basha
i got a new baby rat today :) her name is basha. (my neice named her)that was about the only good thing today.
the old rat food i used for weezer had little bugs in it and they were getting everywhere and my dad went phsyco on me and alomst hit me like he used to. he says the most hurtful things to me. he makes me feel worthless. i just wish he knew how he hurts me everyday. i cant wait until one more year when i am out of the house.
but whatever i guess. its summer and i know i wont be leaving the house anytime soon.
i love voulenteering now! i have to do it tomarrow up at OCAC with the dogs. then next week is ohio, (and not for cedor point) for some pez convention thing, then i have dog shelter stuff for the 2 weeks after that.
and so much for a bunch of people going to the concert with me... everyone cancelled (LIKE ALWAYS!!!!) OR THEY JUST HAVENT CALLED ME BACK, SO SCREW IT I GIVE UP ON TRYING TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE ANYMORE. THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME OR HAVING FRIENDS!~!!!!!!! ooppss that was all in caps , my bad it wasnt soposed to be.
the old rat food i used for weezer had little bugs in it and they were getting everywhere and my dad went phsyco on me and alomst hit me like he used to. he says the most hurtful things to me. he makes me feel worthless. i just wish he knew how he hurts me everyday. i cant wait until one more year when i am out of the house.
but whatever i guess. its summer and i know i wont be leaving the house anytime soon.
i love voulenteering now! i have to do it tomarrow up at OCAC with the dogs. then next week is ohio, (and not for cedor point) for some pez convention thing, then i have dog shelter stuff for the 2 weeks after that.
and so much for a bunch of people going to the concert with me... everyone cancelled (LIKE ALWAYS!!!!) OR THEY JUST HAVENT CALLED ME BACK, SO SCREW IT I GIVE UP ON TRYING TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE ANYMORE. THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME OR HAVING FRIENDS!~!!!!!!! ooppss that was all in caps , my bad it wasnt soposed to be.