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last nite. at 3am. i randomly had the urge to watch live! tonite! sold out! the nirvana video. now i have watched this video about ten million times. i love it but sadly, before last nite, i could not remember the last time i watched it. i remember watching it everyweekend in like 9th grade. and re watching it again brought back all the soft memories i had that were inncocent. like the feeling of kurt not being gone. like it didnt matter, because i had him here on the tv. my dad told me a story a few weeks ago, he said when my grandma died, for 3 days straight, i stayed up and all day long, watched the one home video we had of her. and he said he remembered me sitting there, and seeing my trying to figure out where she went. i do not remember this, nor remember anything about my grandma, expect her name, her smile and her tight black curly hair. i never had a grandparent. and there all dead now. but watching the video made me feel so much better again. like rewinding back the stress clock in my head, and taking the achors off my heart again. its healing. i dont know why. lipping to everyword of it. corney i know. but its inspiring. ever single second of it. people take it all for granted. i was trying to explain that to chris the other day on a walk, looking at all the old downtown houses, and i was trying to tell him how i can see this brick wall as art, and he sees it as a distraction. ive been taking lots of walks downtown lately. just looking at all the old houses. i been taking lots of beautful photos and i am gonna try again to get back into my photography. omg i am listing to the classical station from the radio right now, and they are playing the wedding song... weird. anyway, on my walks i took so many great photos. i should post them here. i will actually since i uploaded alot. anyway. that is all for me now. ive been doing alot of intense thinking lately that is all making sense finally. well mostly.
here are my recent works (downtown denver):

above: on the express way //below: capitol hill (popular part lodo)








I hope they work. I dont know how to do that linky thing.