it's just a little mess that mr. whatshisname has left behind, i'll clean up later...
"i thought oh god my chance has come at last, then a strange fear gripped me and i just couldn't ask"
..so much talk of kissing lately..
it doesn't help that brit and i are no longer, as of last night. she said that because her friends are leaving soon they're a higher priority and i told her if she wanted to stay exclusive then she had to at least make an effort to call more more than once a week but i guess that was too much to ask so we ended it. sad for a minute. then i, as timmy and the denver kids would say, s'd the p and hung out with my mates and felt better. flunked my german phonetics midterm. read a depressing story for german lit. wanting to be in casper seeing hamlet, but i can't go because i have no money at the moment. wanting to be in dever seeing lyndsey and ashley and commiserating. wanting to not be indifferent about having lost someone else i really care about. (*sigh*) i'll be done now.
..so much talk of kissing lately..
it doesn't help that brit and i are no longer, as of last night. she said that because her friends are leaving soon they're a higher priority and i told her if she wanted to stay exclusive then she had to at least make an effort to call more more than once a week but i guess that was too much to ask so we ended it. sad for a minute. then i, as timmy and the denver kids would say, s'd the p and hung out with my mates and felt better. flunked my german phonetics midterm. read a depressing story for german lit. wanting to be in casper seeing hamlet, but i can't go because i have no money at the moment. wanting to be in dever seeing lyndsey and ashley and commiserating. wanting to not be indifferent about having lost someone else i really care about. (*sigh*) i'll be done now.