Apr 29, 2008 14:54
I am not certain what this place is but I did find my way to what passes for living space here. I cannot believe I am expected to live in such a place made of straw, no less. The use of these machines to record thoughts or communicate is quite intriguing and useful. Are there gods in this strange new world and why would they chose to turn everyone I met into children? It is all so very strange but at least there is change here.
For that alone, I know I am no longer in the heavens.
Perhaps this is simply another world. I must explore as I have heard rumors on the wind of a cave full of wonders. What could I possibly find more wonderful than myself or someone to follow me? Shien and Zenon's loss is an annoyance I did not expect to plague me so very much. I find I will do most anything to keep from being bored once again. Violence and bloodshed is something I miss or at least I long for it. I am a war god, after all, and war is my nature.
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The world is not quite as bright a place without Konzen or Son Goku in it. Somewhere, they exist so I am content with this knowledge. You were his sun in the end, Konzen. I was right. I could never be his light but I was always his darkness. Even after five hundred years, I still miss Rinrei and her love. I find I am a bit out of sorts in this strange, colorful place where so many people are crammed together.
So very strange. I long for the simple manners and ways of my own life. I also long to destroy something or someone when my mood turns. I might be a benevolent god as Zenon once named me but I am not without my moods. I would take to smoking to fill the intern but the taste has never pleased me in the least.
With so many different people here, I wonder if I will find another who is a heretic like me. Perhaps we are all outcasts from our own worlds? Who knows. It doesn't really matter right now.
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