Perhaps I was wrong...Surely not...
I might have been a bit hasty in my bid to take over the world. Again. Okay, just Siebien. Seeing Rinrei was worth it but it was worse than I'd imagined. I really don't mean to be an asshole. It just comes naturally to me. I was made this way by living in a cell most of my life or being chained like a rabid animal that needed to be controlled. No excuse but it is the reason I rebelled against my captors. They punished the woman I loved just because she loved me and she died in that human world because I couldn't save her fast enough.
I feel so strange and relaxed. There have been other times I've felt this way but this is so strange. This place is not so bad. It is a bit too quiet and peaceful but not really. Perhaps I should come out of my teepee more often. Would it matter? Would it change anything?
I would not have been better off left in peaceful death but I wonder if maybe the owls know what they're doing. Maybe they aren't just sadistic monsters that love playing with us.
Maybe I am just losing what mind I have left to me. That is more likely than anything right now. Mm. My hands aren't working quite right either and the teepee seems too small. I belive I shall nap. Or sleep. Or whatever it is.
I feel so strange and relaxed. There have been other times I've felt this way but this is so strange. This place is not so bad. It is a bit too quiet and peaceful but not really. Perhaps I should come out of my teepee more often. Would it matter? Would it change anything?
I would not have been better off left in peaceful death but I wonder if maybe the owls know what they're doing. Maybe they aren't just sadistic monsters that love playing with us.
Maybe I am just losing what mind I have left to me. That is more likely than anything right now. Mm. My hands aren't working quite right either and the teepee seems too small. I belive I shall nap. Or sleep. Or whatever it is.