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This thing with Laura has gotten out of hand. This all started out with a nother fight between Laura and Andrew, yet again I was brought into it. Notes to me from him GIVEN to her to give to me, just to see if she reads it or not....
She cries for me to stay her friend. Me "breaking up" with her was NEVER even thought of.
I'll never leave you girl no matter what. I was up set yea.. but it's your life. Yea, I did it too but it wasn't important when I did it... ask anybody.
even the one for homecoming it pretty pointless.
I had a dream last ngiht that we were on the bus on the way to comp. and we were in deep FLINT and we got lost so we had to turn around. as we turned around, 2 men held guns up to the windows of the bus. so obously we all bent down to the floor. Jason and I were fighting, so he sat with his new girl. they told us to exit the bus 1 by 1. The i don't care, shoot me look on my face singled me out. the man with the put his gun point blank to my temple and told me to stand on the step of the bus. I didn't even cry!! He grabed my arm and opened my hand. He loaded it and set it all perfect. here I had a loaded shiny silver pistle in my hand, and with no one better holding it than the broken hearted little girl. I held it into the surrounding croud of "classmates" I opened fire. I did not hit anyone, no... but I went right over his head (Jason's). yea, cops came cuz someone texed them.. and yea, Bad guy took the gun from my grip, and held the tip to my head. blah blah, it's all over, we get back on the bus and the bad guy was int he back of a cop car. I walked through the pushing croud and handed the gun (shaking) to the cop). Walked back onto the bus and sat behind Jaosn and his girl (again) and balled, only because no one said a word to me like "OMG R u ok?" or "Omg you are so brave" or something.. I told him to come sit by me, and he said no. I balled cuz the man I had loved shoved me away.
Do you think this dream is tring to tell me something? I know dreams are supposed to have meaning....
She cries for me to stay her friend. Me "breaking up" with her was NEVER even thought of.
I'll never leave you girl no matter what. I was up set yea.. but it's your life. Yea, I did it too but it wasn't important when I did it... ask anybody.
even the one for homecoming it pretty pointless.
I had a dream last ngiht that we were on the bus on the way to comp. and we were in deep FLINT and we got lost so we had to turn around. as we turned around, 2 men held guns up to the windows of the bus. so obously we all bent down to the floor. Jason and I were fighting, so he sat with his new girl. they told us to exit the bus 1 by 1. The i don't care, shoot me look on my face singled me out. the man with the put his gun point blank to my temple and told me to stand on the step of the bus. I didn't even cry!! He grabed my arm and opened my hand. He loaded it and set it all perfect. here I had a loaded shiny silver pistle in my hand, and with no one better holding it than the broken hearted little girl. I held it into the surrounding croud of "classmates" I opened fire. I did not hit anyone, no... but I went right over his head (Jason's). yea, cops came cuz someone texed them.. and yea, Bad guy took the gun from my grip, and held the tip to my head. blah blah, it's all over, we get back on the bus and the bad guy was int he back of a cop car. I walked through the pushing croud and handed the gun (shaking) to the cop). Walked back onto the bus and sat behind Jaosn and his girl (again) and balled, only because no one said a word to me like "OMG R u ok?" or "Omg you are so brave" or something.. I told him to come sit by me, and he said no. I balled cuz the man I had loved shoved me away.
Do you think this dream is tring to tell me something? I know dreams are supposed to have meaning....