Right now...I'm almost certain that I will be able to handle childbirth without drugs.
Today I'm going to the doctor. I worked all night last night barely able to walk or bend over, and last night it hurt so much I barely slept. I have no idea what could be so bad that lying still in bed could still feel like someones gutting me from the inside out, but I'm assuming its not something that should go untreated.
I didn't even work out today. You know I'm not feeling well when I don't work out. These doctors better give me some major pain killers before poking at me today, because if standing still hurts this bad I can't imagine what poking will feel like. The thought occurred to me that this is quite possibly the worst pain I've ever been in, making me think that if I can handle this without drugs then maybe I'll actually be able to handle the natural childbirth thing when I have my kids. Pain is all relative afterall, its all about how you confront it.
Please pray that the doctors can fix me, and quick.
I didn't even work out today. You know I'm not feeling well when I don't work out. These doctors better give me some major pain killers before poking at me today, because if standing still hurts this bad I can't imagine what poking will feel like. The thought occurred to me that this is quite possibly the worst pain I've ever been in, making me think that if I can handle this without drugs then maybe I'll actually be able to handle the natural childbirth thing when I have my kids. Pain is all relative afterall, its all about how you confront it.
Please pray that the doctors can fix me, and quick.