Oct 07, 2005 14:09
So we had our first argument. I guess I didn't realize how close we got so fast and because my life has been so disappointing since as far back as I can remember, I wanted to run. So I made a scene out of nothing to try to scare her off. I was very cold and very rude... which is not like me.
We talked it over and I think we came out better off. I HOPE we did. I feel way more confident. I hope she does too. I think she was pretty mad at me which was upsetting. I hope we can just get back to the way it was... because boy that was great. :)
Okay maybe I don't have so much to say anymore.