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Well Well how is everyone? Good i hope i'm ok i guess... i don't know... but yea lets see what happend today... umm.... well... not alot but yea... ummmm....the day before yesterday i wrote Brian telling him that i know this one girl that is a cheerleader that might be interested in him and well i wouldn't tell him who it was at first.. well b/c it is me but still let me finish... anywhot.... yesterday i told him that i would tell him and well i wrote him and i told him.. and to remind you i NEVER tell a guy how i feel about him and i did and i didn't see him the rest of the day and well this morning i gave him the letter and after 1st during the break thing i seen him and he didn't say a word to me nor look at me... so yea i probably fucked that up by opwning my big mouth.. but whatever... i don't care anymore... well i do and i don't know why i say i don't.. i guess just to get it off my mind or whatever but yea i don't know.... *sighs* i wanna party again... that's what i need to do.... and then i think i'm starting to like Joey again and i don't want to b/c i know it wont work... and it sucks b/c he is so hot... yea yea i know you are probably thinkin what the fuck is wrong with you but i can't help it.... it's just the way i feel... i dunno... crazy stuff.... i need a boyfriend... anyone know of anyone??????? yes...?.....no...? yea i didn't think so... whatever.. i'm out..... -Love