17th | text; fail private, backdated to yesterday

[rebelbloodline]

I completely forgot about my own birthday until Terry stopped over.

Shit, with everything going on, I... completely forgot.

19 years old and I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life. Or how much of it I'll be able to live until that bastard tries to take it over -

No.

I can't talk like that, Ichigo and Tidus... and the others - they're counting

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[savior_n_black]

'Course you're gonna live! What the hell kind of thing to say is that?!

[Voice]

[rebelbloodline]

... sorry, Ichigo. Guess I got ahead of myself.

How much about...him do you remember me telling you?

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[savior_n_black]

That he's an asshole, and he keeps trying to say he "bred you" to be some fucked up way to remain immortal?

But, he was crazy Rock. It's like my hollow trying to say that he's "the real me". We are who we decide to make ourselves, not what something, or someone says we are.

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[rebelbloodline]

That's about the gist of it. Apparently there were some scrolls that told him how to do it - and I've been trying to find them in hopes of stopping it before it gets too far. The bastard's been dead for over ten years, but... somehow he was able to plant his influence in me.

And I know that - I haven't been fighting as much as I have just to let this happen. I can't.

It's just hard to deal with some days more than others.

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[savior_n_black]

I hear you. Just saying that you can't doubt yourself. I know it's hard, believe me do I ever know.

...How close do you think you are to finding these scrolls?

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[rebelbloodline]

Yeah, I know. Fighting alongside you and against that damned Hollow definitely proved that.

Apparently there's record of them being here, but I haven't found anything yet. They might've been moved, I don't know.

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[savior_n_black]

You...You don't think your dad, like, destroyed them, or something do you?

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[rebelbloodline]

I sure as hell hope not, but I can't dismiss the possibility. It sounds like something he'd do.

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[savior_n_black]

Sorry. Just thinking that if he was nuts, and wanted to keep it all a secret, he might have done that.

But, it's just as likely that he didn't, too! I mean, it's gotta be, especially if there's some kind of record of them after he was dead, right?

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[rebelbloodline]

I don't know, anything past his death just seems like a lot of speculation. I'd have to ask Terry if he knows anything about it too, since it wasn't too long after Geese ended up getting the scrolls that they had their last confrontation at the Tower.