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I don’t get people sometimes. I really don’t.
I'm not going to get into the details of it now because I’m at work and I don’t have the time to sit here and explain everything. So I found out today that my best friend is not really angry with me. Which should be a relief yet it's kind of not. I have been going all this time trying to figure out why it was that he was angry with me but after not returning my emails I figured I would just leave it be. He would get over his angry shit and eventually come talk to me. I think it’s just the long distance thing. Distance doesn’t help people stay in touch. My two closest friends are the two people furthest away from me and it seems that there is a universe separating us. It makes it very difficult for me to talk to them when they are never available. But then to make matters more interesting. They are both always online. Really? Because I’m online all the time and I never see them. As it turns out they use a different program than I do. When did they make this shift and how come I was never told? (Sometimes I think I would be a great conspiracy theorist.) It makes me wonder. But then, I am too proud to go out and ask what their screen names are because I want to talk to them, so I figure I would let that come out of them. Let them want to tell me so that I would feel like they are the ones that want to talk to me instead of me just conveniently. I mean apparently if I wasn’t told then maybe it’s because I’m not wanted there? (I am definitely given way too much time to think) this is why I like things with Kate and Chuck. There’s nothing funny going on with them. And with them I often feel like I am a part of the group. Oh and then there’s Jess. I love hanging with her. Just yesterday we spent an hour just talking about religion. It was awesome to have someone who you can just talk to about anything. I am really glad they all came back to Miami. But with the other two, I just don’t get them, and I don’t think I ever will. Whatever, I am not going to expend any energy on this anymore.
I'm not going to get into the details of it now because I’m at work and I don’t have the time to sit here and explain everything. So I found out today that my best friend is not really angry with me. Which should be a relief yet it's kind of not. I have been going all this time trying to figure out why it was that he was angry with me but after not returning my emails I figured I would just leave it be. He would get over his angry shit and eventually come talk to me. I think it’s just the long distance thing. Distance doesn’t help people stay in touch. My two closest friends are the two people furthest away from me and it seems that there is a universe separating us. It makes it very difficult for me to talk to them when they are never available. But then to make matters more interesting. They are both always online. Really? Because I’m online all the time and I never see them. As it turns out they use a different program than I do. When did they make this shift and how come I was never told? (Sometimes I think I would be a great conspiracy theorist.) It makes me wonder. But then, I am too proud to go out and ask what their screen names are because I want to talk to them, so I figure I would let that come out of them. Let them want to tell me so that I would feel like they are the ones that want to talk to me instead of me just conveniently. I mean apparently if I wasn’t told then maybe it’s because I’m not wanted there? (I am definitely given way too much time to think) this is why I like things with Kate and Chuck. There’s nothing funny going on with them. And with them I often feel like I am a part of the group. Oh and then there’s Jess. I love hanging with her. Just yesterday we spent an hour just talking about religion. It was awesome to have someone who you can just talk to about anything. I am really glad they all came back to Miami. But with the other two, I just don’t get them, and I don’t think I ever will. Whatever, I am not going to expend any energy on this anymore.