fuck....

[rebelangel666]

i miss her so much right now....but i don't know if i can trust her, thats the problem. everytime i see her i want to die. its hard for me to live right now...and the situation with my uncle didn't help any either. everytime i get nervous i start rubbing the finger her ring used to be on cuz it would usually calm me down but its not there nemore...she's not here nemore.
if trust wasn't the issue i would take her back in a heartbeat, but it is....and that hurts cuz it feels like another part of me has died and that i'm just waiting for the rest of me to follow