fuck
its been a tough day...i came home from school and went to sleep...i didn't even bother looking at what hw i had. i've been relly exhausted this week and i don't know y. brooke has told me that she's gonna make me want kids...joy. i actually have absolutely no patience for little kids and i can only imagine what it would be like when they reach their teenage years...i just hope they don't turn out the way i am...depressed and mentally fucked. she wants to have 4...4 is outta the question with me...2 is the max, plus thats all the kids i'd be able to handle. what have i gotten myself into?
sampson is lying in his bad next to the computer desk...he got all excited when i brought his bed over here...he likes to be near me when i'm on the computer. i think i'm gonna go watch gothika after i finish this entry...who knows. i might just go back to sleep instead...sleep is sounding really good right now...to dream...to escape from the so called real...to leave those i hate behind...just to sleep...sleep...tap into my unconscious and discover the truth...what is the truth neways? is it intangible or is it just so obvious that we choose to ignore that it's even there...i guess it's like asking y whatever the gods y we were chosen to be created and not another species or y humans are the supreme beings of this planet...y not dogs or dolphins...what about gorillas?...y us?
sampson is lying in his bad next to the computer desk...he got all excited when i brought his bed over here...he likes to be near me when i'm on the computer. i think i'm gonna go watch gothika after i finish this entry...who knows. i might just go back to sleep instead...sleep is sounding really good right now...to dream...to escape from the so called real...to leave those i hate behind...just to sleep...sleep...tap into my unconscious and discover the truth...what is the truth neways? is it intangible or is it just so obvious that we choose to ignore that it's even there...i guess it's like asking y whatever the gods y we were chosen to be created and not another species or y humans are the supreme beings of this planet...y not dogs or dolphins...what about gorillas?...y us?