i fucking hate this god-damned reality
my uncle is pretty much on the verge of death right now and i'm working a lot....
school starts on the 22nd for me but i am not looking forward to it. it's too soon for me...i know i can do the work and everything but i just can't deal with anymore stress in my life at the moment. stress is waht drives me further into this damn depression that i can never truly be rid of. the only time i am truly happy is when i am with this one person, this one girl who knows me better than anybody else.
but she is with someone else and i have to deal with that...no matter how much i hate the person she is with,i am atleast civil with him but no more...b/c that is all the guy deserves in my eyes.
school starts on the 22nd for me but i am not looking forward to it. it's too soon for me...i know i can do the work and everything but i just can't deal with anymore stress in my life at the moment. stress is waht drives me further into this damn depression that i can never truly be rid of. the only time i am truly happy is when i am with this one person, this one girl who knows me better than anybody else.
but she is with someone else and i have to deal with that...no matter how much i hate the person she is with,i am atleast civil with him but no more...b/c that is all the guy deserves in my eyes.