Oct 17, 2004 15:33
Im so frikin happy u cant even believe!
i have the best guy ever,and hes so awesome,im perdy sure its to good to be tru, my first bf....i kno thats sad but its tru, i was so glad he came to founders day to see me.....i kno he dont like country but he came and forced himself to hear that stuff for me.....thats so sweet!
I love how me likes to hold my hand in public and how he likes to kiss in public and how he just holds me...i love it, its like a comfort thingy......i feel safe with him...like no1 could ever hurt me when im with him,cuz he protects me,Im like his treasure that he doesnt wanna lose.
I love how i think i look like crap and he thinks im so hot, only 1 other person has said im hot and that was shellys first bf. Like i told my mom ...if a guy likes me enough to ask me out and me not have to chase him or go searching for a bf... then hes damn well worth it.And Steve is damn well worth it lol.
ANYWHO.......i had so much fun last nite,the music was awesome even tho i didnt get to see the guys sing cuz i was with my stevie...but i heard it so that was kool,and i saw alot of peoples that i knew,i felt bad for patsy tho...her frikin asshole bf is a jerk and screwed her over with another chick....and to think i thought he was kool, stupid drug head.
Anyways im really sick,(thank u very much steve, lol jp it wasnt u)....im sick from the cold air and not enough sleep..ive been goin to much i need to stay home and rest some....it was funny when my dad walked in my room earlyer to wake me up i started coughing and hes like woa hey dont get me sick and then said..."did steve give it to u or did u give it to steve" im like no i already had it, then i thought woa buddy howd he kno about steve already! it kinda scared me cuz who else knows is what i wanna kno lol :-P its all good tho as long as their kool with it in all.
neways thats the highlight of my nite,
im out to rest,
love u steve
<3sarah