Feeling the need to update
Well our date went well. We talked about various things and people that were annoying the hell out of us right now. Then I asked her basically if she's been hearin' how everyone already says we're together even though it was never official or whatever and she got all like she doesn't think she should be in a committed relationship right now and blazae blazae. but I suggested that we went with the flow. Ya know not but a title on it or think too much in it, just do what we felt like doin' when we felt like doin it. almost like friends with benefits I guess.
I take Kwame to see "Harriet Bacon" so we could meet up with Scot, Zach, and Kreepy Kris. They were all drinking and smokin'. So we joined them, I didn't drink too much though cause Steph hates the smell of liquor. So then I ended up buying Xctasy for Kwame since he had never rolled and it was available so it was his birthday present from me. It wasn't in pill from though it was the molly so we had to sniff it. Yeah, I got to have a few bumps of it. Anyways we started feelin' really good so we went back to the dorms. To be more specific Steph's room. Erin(her asain roommate) was sleep on the futon, Kwame sat on the carpet and watched a movie. I went into the bedroom with Steph, where her other roommate(little audrey hepburn) was knocked out cold. My intention was to just make out with her and I did out first, but clearly I was on X. She was complaining about how we did it without her and I was like we didn't really think about it, we just did it. Then she was all "I don't know what you're feeling."
So I said, "I can make you feel what I'm feeling." she bite her bottom lip and we started kissing and I was all up on her neck, nibbling and lickin' on her earlobe. Then I suggested we climbed into the bed. Basically we ended up having sex, like three times and she definately loved it I'm not gonna get into details, but I'm definately the fuckin' master :).
Anyway after that amazing night she was even more confused and was like I don't what all this means. Which is understandable or whatever, but then I fucked it up when I asked her to be my girl, like officially. she was like well the summer's coming up and we both can change so much and blazae blah blah.
I decided I was gonna give he rtime to think because she's confused and frustrated and althoguh I've tried as a friend to give her comfort and support and what she's going through, but she's still all like no one knows what she's feeling right now. Everyday she opens up to me. But I decided to back off though and let her come to me.
But afte rgetting kinda tipsy and high at Jackie's 21st b-day party last night I did make out with her briefly. I started to hit her spot and when she said please don't I didn't. So I'm still being a good person without pressure or temptation.
I think.
I take Kwame to see "Harriet Bacon" so we could meet up with Scot, Zach, and Kreepy Kris. They were all drinking and smokin'. So we joined them, I didn't drink too much though cause Steph hates the smell of liquor. So then I ended up buying Xctasy for Kwame since he had never rolled and it was available so it was his birthday present from me. It wasn't in pill from though it was the molly so we had to sniff it. Yeah, I got to have a few bumps of it. Anyways we started feelin' really good so we went back to the dorms. To be more specific Steph's room. Erin(her asain roommate) was sleep on the futon, Kwame sat on the carpet and watched a movie. I went into the bedroom with Steph, where her other roommate(little audrey hepburn) was knocked out cold. My intention was to just make out with her and I did out first, but clearly I was on X. She was complaining about how we did it without her and I was like we didn't really think about it, we just did it. Then she was all "I don't know what you're feeling."
So I said, "I can make you feel what I'm feeling." she bite her bottom lip and we started kissing and I was all up on her neck, nibbling and lickin' on her earlobe. Then I suggested we climbed into the bed. Basically we ended up having sex, like three times and she definately loved it I'm not gonna get into details, but I'm definately the fuckin' master :).
Anyway after that amazing night she was even more confused and was like I don't what all this means. Which is understandable or whatever, but then I fucked it up when I asked her to be my girl, like officially. she was like well the summer's coming up and we both can change so much and blazae blah blah.
I decided I was gonna give he rtime to think because she's confused and frustrated and althoguh I've tried as a friend to give her comfort and support and what she's going through, but she's still all like no one knows what she's feeling right now. Everyday she opens up to me. But I decided to back off though and let her come to me.
But afte rgetting kinda tipsy and high at Jackie's 21st b-day party last night I did make out with her briefly. I started to hit her spot and when she said please don't I didn't. So I'm still being a good person without pressure or temptation.
I think.