"Embrace this moment, remember, We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion"
I've been doing the usual, 'hanging out' around the house thinking about too many things. So much has gone wrong and so much has stopped abruptly, I can't stand when I can talk with some people so freely for a short while and then suddenly I can't speak to them at all. It's not a terrible thing, but this always plays tricks with my mind of what may have happened to that person or if they don't wish to speak with me for some particular reason. I can handle solitude, but not immediate communication loss. My brother won't speak to me unless he needs help with something. my father acts like he wants me to help him and like he cares, but I can feel that his intentions are either to make up for the lost time or that he doesn't give a damn about me and just wants to be around my brother (since he's the first born and has a child.) If anyone thinks it's a stupid thing to be so upset about then you obviously don't know what I truly deal with. I've stopped caring for my own father's health due to his bullshit, I'm not a cold person, I've just reached the end of my patience for him.
Through all of this, I've finally gotten a plot outline sheet so I can begin one of my stories. Mrs. Garton is the coolest teacher within East high school. I have so many ideas for stories that I'm not sure where to begin. Which brings me to my next point; if there's anyone out there that I know that can draw pretty good. I'd like to possibly make a comic if at all possible, I really want to work with someone on that. I need to get a hold of Lunsford and see if he'd be interested, even if it were a local thing that we'd make off of a computer and sell to certain people, I'd be happy with just that. I know it's out of place, but I'd like to thank Jess for renewing my interest in writing! I also want to thank all of my friends for making my life so much more bearable. I feel bad about everything going on, but I remain sane with the people I communicate with and with whatever I write or read.
Kevin
Through all of this, I've finally gotten a plot outline sheet so I can begin one of my stories. Mrs. Garton is the coolest teacher within East high school. I have so many ideas for stories that I'm not sure where to begin. Which brings me to my next point; if there's anyone out there that I know that can draw pretty good. I'd like to possibly make a comic if at all possible, I really want to work with someone on that. I need to get a hold of Lunsford and see if he'd be interested, even if it were a local thing that we'd make off of a computer and sell to certain people, I'd be happy with just that. I know it's out of place, but I'd like to thank Jess for renewing my interest in writing! I also want to thank all of my friends for making my life so much more bearable. I feel bad about everything going on, but I remain sane with the people I communicate with and with whatever I write or read.
Kevin