"Let them in Peter, For they are very tired, Give them couches where the angels sleep"
I had a good time recently, three days in a row I 'hunt out' with Brandon. I've watched Exorcist: The Beginning, which wasn't as bad as everyone else said. It held special meaning to me. Yesterday (Saturday), Nick, Noel, Brandon, Justine, Ryan and Nick's girlfriend. We watched Ecks Vs. Sever, which in my opinion sucked.
I'm sitting here listening to Prayer To St. Peter and I can't help but cry. I haven't been able to cry over Uncle Bobby's passing. When I got back from Alabama I felt as though I needed to hold it in. For some reason I thought that I needed to be strong for all my friends sakes. Don't ask me why I thought it, 'cause I have no answer to it. My mind is so complex that even I don't understand my own way of thinking at times. I know that I'm only human, but I suppose I think I need to be a rock. I also know that I won't be persecuted by my own friends for hurting. I won't have a good Easter, but I'll try and make it the best that I can. I thought I'd be fine within a couple days and at the time I was right. I've held off my grieving way too long. I still want your prayers to be for my family, they need it more than I do. I just want to see my Uncle's again... I can't continue this entry on that note. Don't feel sorry for me or my family, if you feel helpless simply pray even if you're not religious it can still help and we're all living proof of that.
I only want to say a quick tidbit about the latter part of our night. I don't want to single this person out, but all that I could've asked for is maybe a half hour more to 'hang out'. If we're going to be friends then two things will have to change; treating my good friend with true respect as we all show one another, and the other is in order to be friends we need to talk. Like you've said before; you'd rather talk with a person face to face rather than over the computer 'cause there's no interaction. That's all I ask, a friend will take time apart from their lives to talk, I can be bitched at 'cause I don't drive but oh well. I don't want to anger, but that was bullshit!
Kevin
I'm sitting here listening to Prayer To St. Peter and I can't help but cry. I haven't been able to cry over Uncle Bobby's passing. When I got back from Alabama I felt as though I needed to hold it in. For some reason I thought that I needed to be strong for all my friends sakes. Don't ask me why I thought it, 'cause I have no answer to it. My mind is so complex that even I don't understand my own way of thinking at times. I know that I'm only human, but I suppose I think I need to be a rock. I also know that I won't be persecuted by my own friends for hurting. I won't have a good Easter, but I'll try and make it the best that I can. I thought I'd be fine within a couple days and at the time I was right. I've held off my grieving way too long. I still want your prayers to be for my family, they need it more than I do. I just want to see my Uncle's again... I can't continue this entry on that note. Don't feel sorry for me or my family, if you feel helpless simply pray even if you're not religious it can still help and we're all living proof of that.
I only want to say a quick tidbit about the latter part of our night. I don't want to single this person out, but all that I could've asked for is maybe a half hour more to 'hang out'. If we're going to be friends then two things will have to change; treating my good friend with true respect as we all show one another, and the other is in order to be friends we need to talk. Like you've said before; you'd rather talk with a person face to face rather than over the computer 'cause there's no interaction. That's all I ask, a friend will take time apart from their lives to talk, I can be bitched at 'cause I don't drive but oh well. I don't want to anger, but that was bullshit!
Kevin